Relationship

Hi,


This month is a very hectic, very challenging month.

It felt like I've been tested with various challenges. Works-relationship-and I have to dealt with my own feeling.

It's funny seeing me become a monster. Out of control.
Funny yet scary.

It feels like my anger triggered even with a simple issue, which can be solved in a blink.
I can be mad at everything.

I throw my tantrum at B and at everybody.

Still clear in my mind on that moment, where I think, B got his own issue and I still want some attention. I'm such a freak!
I hate myself for being inpatient, for being selfish.

So, today, I took some time to sat alone on the couch, and think. What would I feel if people get mad at me, without any reason. It would hurt me.
By putting myself into other's shoe, I do realize that what am I doing is wrong.

So, I've decided to lower my ego, and start to seek apology.