The Sept 14

Boohooo !

My first post after announcing that I am back to blogging world last month . Thought that I'm going to post regularly; but my supposition is wrong. Nothing much happens to me, and got nothing to write. So, I leave my blog empty without any updates then.

Anyway, there's a lot of thing happens today. And I have learnt a lot too!
Some people said that something is better to be kept as personal, but I insisted to share the story here.

I leave my home at 7.45 today, and wish to have my breakfast with someone special. He's going to travel somewhere, so it feels like I should spend our last second together. He sends me off to work today,but still, I wish I could spend my time (even for a while) with him. Despite of my excitement over my plan earlier, suddenly he told me that he can't make it. Danggggg! The first situation. 

I am so selfish for not understanding his condition/situation and insist to be treated well. Well, am I have any substantiation that proving he's not treating me well? I let myself to be in a deep thought just now. Nope. He treated me well all the time and I shall be thankful for that. Where will I found someone like him though? I keep telling myself to not being selfish and have the courtesy to tolerate.

My point is it's okay to feel disappointed. It's okay to feel sad and it's okay if you could not hold back your tears. You even can cry to relieve your sadness. But, once you have calmed, think back, and do some self-reflection. Place yourself in their shoe. I am so sorry, but too shy to apologize. So, to that "someone", if you read this, please forgive me.

I got a lot to be shared, but I am pretty sleepy right now. I'm gonna update this blog tomorrow.

Dearest  B,
Take care and be safe.
Love you.





XOXO,
Juerolley